sakit di uk =(

sejak hari rabu, i'm having a bad headache!! seriously sebelum ni, fini tak pernah headache yang frequent macam ni. sampai sekarang pun sakit lagi.. memang tough la kali ni. i almost fainted in my bathroom that Wednesday morning! terribly sad when it happens here.. T__T

so i'm thinking of why? this headache, and pitam2 ni semua, kalau angkat kepala je sure gelap.. then, baru ingat, dulu pernah jadik macam ni dan mak bawak pi buat medical check up, the result was, low blood pressure.. tapi time tu kat rumah, so semua mak yang jaga. mak masak hati la, bayam la, suruh ayah beli kerang la.. sakit pun rasa heaven! now, here!!! its really awful to be alone laa.. kawan2 memang ada, tapi memang tak sama dengan kat rumah.. =(

until now, my body feels tired, my head is aches and i'm feeling like going to sleep all the time.. tapi takkan nak tidur je kan? melampau nih! so bangun jugak..

pagi tadi sebelum pi kelas, makan panadol, alhamdulillah tahan sikit.. so balik kelas, terus singgah pharmacy. kat sini, pharmacy ada dalam Boots; multipurpose shop la lebih kurang. tapi nak buat bp test pun, banyak songeh!! since fini tak larat, so i just wait and ask the pharmacist nicely.. tapi pun, dia hanya ambik bp, lepas tu kena refer ke National Health Service (NHS) for further treatment and medicine.. mak aihh! dia siap kata, "I'm afraid we can do nothing to help you, and you need to refer to NHS", padahal just nak tanya if i need to take supplement or vitamin ke.. semua kena refer NHS ni! NHS ni standard GH laa, kena buat appointment, check doctor free ke tak, dan sangat take time laa.. hello, i'm not asking it for free ok! ingat muka pakai tudung ni sengkek eh?? dah bengang dah kat situ, nasib baik dia cakap elok2.. memang kat sini cerewet pasai health service. depa tak boleh senang2 bagi prescription kalau sakit, semua kena refer NHS atau kena ada pengesahan doctor..

keluar dari Boots, kena pi pulak NHS. naik bus pi uni, sebab NHS for students dalam kawasan uni (tempat yang fini ambik injection dulu tu..). syukur, orang tak ramai, terus ke reception nak buat appointment. tapi, appointment hari ni semua full. my appointment is scheduled on Tuesday at 12.15.. fine laa!! nama pun free kan? tapi kalau macam ni la, demam pun sempat kebah dulu baru boleh jumpa doctor.. hmm awat fini tak pi private clinic? sebab kat sini, as an international sponsored student, you are entitled to use NHS services. kalau pi private pun, memang dia akan suruh refer NHS jugak..

sedih dan letih kan hari ni? tak pa la, experience.. walaupun headache and rasa macam nak muntah ni, tapi still jugak nak berleter kat sini! takkan nak mengadu kat makayah, nanti depa bimbang..

may this pain is the kifarah for my sins.. and luckily, cuti dah start, boleh rest sepuas-puasnya.. =)