plan.unplan.

ages huh?
feel like writing something tonight
its not that i forgot this little journal of mine
but things got ugly not too long ago
and now would be the time to start again
but i dont know, how frequent this would be
lets leave it to my mood

so, school holiday right
almost 2 months, and now in less than a month
i should go back to ipoh, again
how time flies..
before this, there were plenty of holiday plans planned
but Allah's plan. who knows kan?
the umrah and Turkey trip --> cancel. agent + visa probs.
miri trip --> cancel. intruder factor.
penang for family day --> cancel. apartment terbakar.
east coast --> cancel. flood factor.

and now, tired of planning and thinking about holidays anymore
too afraid to set the hope up again
so let it be la
insyaAllah, He knows best

be going to KL again tomorrow, insyaAllah
nothing exciting, just to do some shopping for the kenduri
and need to drive (please, no more summon, amiiinnnn)
this time, test new car, soon to be my car (perhaps!) hahaha

p/s: i had a terrible quarrel with baan tadi. so mad at him, i cried a lot. i tot that we are all grow up, i dont need to face it anymore. but, people dont easily change huh?