last

last day of practicum
mixture of feeling
but, currently i feel like crying
never thought that i would have this kind of attachment with the students
seriously, they are sooooo lovely, both girls and boys
with their "hi teacher" and "hello miss afini"
haih... i'm going to miss them, a lot!

and yesterday, one of my students asked me "teacher, do you think you will have the same students like us?"
i was speechless
and i know deep inside, my next students would never be the same :'(
i will love all my students (in the future)
but these Bainunians are my first babies
i will treasure all the memories here forever

to my 4 Rho, 4 Pi and 4 Beta, i pray to Allah may He ease everything for you
and even though i'm not teaching other forms
but we still got the chance to meet, talk and joke with each other
may you have wonderful days ahead
till we meet again, insyaAllah

special love goes to jagger, thanks for always cheering up my life
and providing me with the sort of motivation to come to school hahaha
i'm gonna miss your mischievous remarks and smile ;)

thanks for all the memories
thank You Allah for giving me the chance to be here :')

13.2.1989

happy birthday
wherever you are right now
may you always be in His protection and blessing

imy.

life as a novice teacher

should i call myself a teacher now?
yeah, i think i can now!
u know why, i carry out all the stuff that teachers do
alhamdulillah, still manage to do it
penat? super duper penat u know!
i do complain, but not regularly la hahaha
but, i am grateful. thank You Allah
at least, even I have to wake up so much earlier that my friends (5am!), go to school so far away from my hostel, drive on the scary road every dawn and evening
but still, my school is classified as an excellent school, my colleagues are all friendly, funny and supportive and what i love the most are my students
seriously, they are good and show a lot of respect towards me
as a new and just a temporary teacher (just until 26 april) they have given me full cooperation
and greet me everywhere i go!
i feel loved, u know hahaha
biasa la, cikgu baru memang keciwi macam ni!

as per cik kak questions:
the canteen is so-so
1. the food is edible
2. the price is quite cheap
3. the kakak / makcik canteen are nice, but they arenot over peramah. so i'm okay with that :)
4. the bilik makan cikgu is comfortable and i can see the students queuing outside. hahaha i dont have to!!

 ni sekolah bagi. so everything about the school is in there 

 the gate. taken from inside the car

 my record book. need to write my lesson plans in there. urgh, ni definitely bosan!

my workstation:

 the glass and wrapping paper tu mmg dah ada. so tak lawa pun ok la 

my stationary case. cute right? bought at MaggieT ;) 

the stack under my lappy case belongs to cikgu azeera. dia mintak tumpang meja. biasa la cikgu practical kan baikkkk

 my pouch for phones and pocket money nak pi minum teh ais ngan kueytiaw sup at teh canteen. and the pink tumbler. yeah yeah i know, i'm cute! hewhewhew

 one of my classes. 4 Beta. ni on wednesday, they have to wear the uniform for ko-ko

my timetable. 10 periods a week. nampak free banyak kan? tapi selalu dapat slip untuk ganti cikgu2 yang MC. so not so free la :)

nanti i'll update about my students pulak ok :)

new phase - practicum

hello everyone

currently updating my blog from the staff room of SMK raja permaisuri bainun, ipoh perak
this is my second day as a practical teacher in this school
alhamdulillah, surviving very well
the teachers are all good and supportive
the students mostly well-mannered and quite good
we dont have super naughty students here
they are all quite bright in their study
oh btw, this is a "sekolah kluster kecemerlangan"
so, all striving for As in exam
one more thing, the boys wear exactly like putera maahadian
minus the songkok
i miss my time back in maahad
specifically, i miss the specific someone badly. haih.

i have my own meja guru
seated next to cikgu shahril and in front of cikgu rahman and my back face the friendly cikgu sanisah
they all decorate their meja guru with frames, flowers, books, biscuits, tempeyek etc
should i put some decoration as well? hahaha
for now, my only decoration is my darling mackbook pro
oh ya, and few books for reference
so, welcome back collins, hedge and gass & selinker
long time no see, huh?

pray for me, please?
and may Allah ease my journey here
amiiinnnn

see you when i have free periods. ceyyyy

yours truly,

stuck

i'm not a fan of justin bieber seriously
but i do hafal (unintentionally) some of his songs
u know what they say, u tend to memorise the songs u dont like kan?

and since balik dari kuantan 3 days ago
the 'as long as you love me' song got stuck in my head la
haih put the blame on aqila la ni hahaha
that girl siap karaoke this song beside me on the bed
pastu dia siap discuss the meaning behind the song la
pastu why in the MV bieber kena belasah bla bla
oh shes a true belieber i tell u!
siap ada magazines n everything bout JB

but this as long as u love me song quite catchy la
hahaha sedap pulak bila dengaq
demit! afini u listening to a playlist full of of bieber's songs now!!!

plan.unplan.

ages huh?
feel like writing something tonight
its not that i forgot this little journal of mine
but things got ugly not too long ago
and now would be the time to start again
but i dont know, how frequent this would be
lets leave it to my mood

so, school holiday right
almost 2 months, and now in less than a month
i should go back to ipoh, again
how time flies..
before this, there were plenty of holiday plans planned
but Allah's plan. who knows kan?
the umrah and Turkey trip --> cancel. agent + visa probs.
miri trip --> cancel. intruder factor.
penang for family day --> cancel. apartment terbakar.
east coast --> cancel. flood factor.

and now, tired of planning and thinking about holidays anymore
too afraid to set the hope up again
so let it be la
insyaAllah, He knows best

be going to KL again tomorrow, insyaAllah
nothing exciting, just to do some shopping for the kenduri
and need to drive (please, no more summon, amiiinnnn)
this time, test new car, soon to be my car (perhaps!) hahaha

p/s: i had a terrible quarrel with baan tadi. so mad at him, i cried a lot. i tot that we are all grow up, i dont need to face it anymore. but, people dont easily change huh?

on the kenduri itself

some kat rumah pakngah, and some kat rumah pengantin perempuan