Farewell...

in less than 24 hours and i'll be away from this land
and coming back to my beloved country and family, insyaAllah

the mix feelings of excitement, sadness, longing, sorrow, happiness and lots of indescribable things going on in my heart and mind
3 years may not be very long to some people
but it does indeed pour tons of bitter sweet memories for me
and with almost-burst-out luggage behind me
my stomach started to turn a somersault (since this morning actually)
hahaha

but one thing that i am sure of, nothing beats the feeling of seeing all my kesayangans waiting for me at the airport and i will hug them tightly, and kiss them a lot, a lot!!!


but most importantly, i will pray hard and i believe that all is well :)

Ya Allah, i pray that all will be well for us tomorrow
may this journey of coming back will always be in Your bless and protection
may this farewell is something good for everybody
may our heart and mind ease from any burden from this farewell
may this will not be the last chance for us to come to this land again
amiiinnnn ya rabbal 'alamiiin..

thanks Allah for everything :')

Leaving ceremony for the 3rd Year Malaysian B.Ed. group

siang tadi ada majlis penyerahan sijil untuk students bachelor of education in TESL, kami la tu ^___^

semi-formal, and macam mini graduation la

tapi ni certificate of attendance ngan bagi group photo je

happy, but at the same time sangat sedih, seriously!

so sebab pagi ni (7.30am) nak pi london

so fini update yang tak official ni dulu

nanti dah dapat yang official semua baru upload lain

ni rush je upload ni sebab tadi busy baking

tu pun nanti eh, insyaAllah kalau sempat la :)

ni semua gambar from iphone je

mungkin lepas ni masing2 dah balik ipoh dah tak boleh nak get along macam ni

malaysia lain, kat uk lain

who knows kan :)

 tempat duduk pun dah reserved. sweet :')

ni lepas dah dapat folder. time salam kat depan tu kena tunggu official photo dari department la.

time ni la muka nak jerawat kaw2 punya! takpa2, redhoooo... 

oh btw, kebanyakan muka dalam ni adalah melekit beminyak sebab super sunny hari ni. nice.

with Tilly Harison

 with Pat and Maureen

(i look kediang disitu. urgh)

 with Seongsook Choi

 with Mukul Saxena. p/s: seriously his voice sangat best!!! dia nyanyi sambil main guitar hari tu, pergh!

my awesome lecturer / personal tutor, Peter Brown 

 with Andy Davidson and Peter Brown

 Tika. tak pernah nampak dia dalam blog kan sebelum ni? haha kali ni baru approved, so boleh masuk ;)

reunion 

 Dean

 Chip, Dean, Nuar

 Chip, Tika, Daus, Yana, Kayla, Anep, Dean, Haikal, Nuar, Kamal, Ag

Chip and Kamal

 ni boleh kata among best friends la. selalu lepak makan2 n gossip sekali. serius kuat gossip dua orang ni. hahaha

 Shoba, Chip, Kamal, Charlene

ni pun terbaik jugak nak buat benda merapu ni

Chip, Shoba, Daus, Kamal, Charlene 

 Shidi, Faiez, Yana, Shoba, Daus, Kamal, Charlene, Wazap, Ezi, Mek, Dell, Kayla, Chip, Dean

 Faiez. the tallest guy dalam class. serius tinggi gila. so panggil galah pun boleh! hahaha

 Epul

 Rocky

 Dell, Kayla, Yana, Shoba, Mek, Charlene, Wazap, Mei Ling, Ezi, Ashley

 masuk dalam art centre pulak. kat sini la tempat tengok wayang dalam uni. murah! 

 us, the housemates :)

 sobs, sedih dah. lepas ni tunggu graduation next year, insyaAllah.

nanti dah keluar yang official mungkin better sikit pics :) 

p/s: fini pakai 3 inch heels ni. so nampak la tinggi sikit. hehe

of missing u

i'm watching The Holiday (again!!) and the scenes in England's countryside make me realise how I'm gonna miss this country so damn much! you are so unimaginably beautiful darling england. i will miss u. and i hope u'll miss me too..

so sunday, today is, and 7 (what!!!) days to go before i'm going back, for good this time. i believe, it will be another huge life-time opportunity to come here and living in this idyllic life again. but who knows, God's plan :) i'm definitely glad to be back to my family and my country, but watching this movie somehow make me terribly sad and i had to pause again and again when it came to the snowy fields, small town, old cottages, sheeps, and what is most beautiful is the accent. u notice the different in accent between american english and british english right? i love the silent and sometimes melodically captivating sounds they make when they speak, in this case Kate Winslet and Jude Law. i'm gonna miss this world, really.

what i'm gonna miss more and more about england is the land itself. i tell u, all the photos, movies, stories cant do justice to what they really are. they are so crazily magnificent. each place, each season has its own miracle and its really hard to describe it with words. experience it, feel it, live with it and u will feel how this land can teach u more and more meaning of bersyukur. the unexpected weather makes it more fun to live with. thats why they coined it as "english weather" as how crazy the weather is here.  believe me, it is crazy. hahaha and this year they seem to joke about the 40% summer's unloading. and weather is always a natural and safe topic with strangers everywhere in england. try it, u wont be disappointed :)

and i will miss the people as well. how nice they are, how beautiful, literally and figuratively, they are. i might fall in love again and again with the people. most of the people are so sweet, considering i am just an insignificant foreigner in their majestic country. calling u with nice endearments, thanking and pleasing u whenever possible, respecting your right and freedom. and so i have learnt plenty of positive attitudes from the people, and i am grateful for that.

ok, well, a lot things to tell about england but i cant see any more word to put in here. i'm torn between the happiness to be back again and the heavy feeling of leaving this land. i'm not talking about coming back here for holiday. it is a totally different thing to live here for years and just visiting for weeks. it wont be the same again. but, i am indeed, sangat bersyukur for this chances. for the most beautiful part in my journey of life, yet. alhamdulillah, thanks Allah.

i'm so melancholy tonight (or should i say morning? its 2am now). looking at my luggage and my empty wardrobe, urghhh this indescribable feeling!!!

farewell bbq

on monday CAL department organise BBQ party utk seniors TESL
makan2 ngan ada few games
bets la, have fun ngan lecturers for the last time sebelum balik for good ni
ada sukaneka, tarik tali, rounders and bola tampar
ohooo i played volley ball ok that day!
surprisingly, bestttt!!!
so my team ada dean, wazap, charlene, yana, faiez, aa  and nuar
menang ok!!!! walaupun afini tak la menyumbang sangat
tapi still i had lots of fun that day!

gambar ni semua cilok fb. sibuk main. tak sempat nak snap pic.

 ni time practice. tengok dari belakang pun dah tau semangat je lebih afini ni.

 bersukaneka

 pose sebelum main

depressing

*skip this entry please. i just need to rant*


another 11 days before coming back
keep on praying that all will be well, insyaAllah..

i dont know whether this is the time of the month or because of the norwegian wood
thanks to haruki murakami, it become worse
i am now in a really terrible state of mind
sejak 2-3 bulan ni kan
cepat gila jadi grumpy
rasa macam nak snap je semua benda
tak boleh nak tolerate lots of things
but i have to bear with all those, days and nights
it really tried my patience
i'm afraid of becoming the old me. panas baran and nak gaduh je
tapi, believe me. i tried and keep on trying (even now) so hard to keep it deep down inside
although i missed it sometimes, and it appeared on the surface.
however, my self-control is improving i believe
instead of gaduh, i would have a long warm bath with lots of bubble
pastu perform wudhu' and baca quran
really, i dont want to be a horrible person
tak mau panas baran sangat, kena banyak sabar
insyaAllah, i try and try and try.

the best remedy i can think of now is go back home
mengadap muka makayah, eat tons of tasty healthy food, play with nephews and niece
and live a long happy life with my family
hopefully boleh get back to normal, insyaAllah :)

eton ooo eton

zaitun or olive.
suka dak?
saya suka :)

~Dalam riwayat oleh Ibnu Sa’id RA bahawa Nabi bersabda: “ bermaksud: Makanlah dan minyaki dirimu dengan minyak zaitun, kerana sesungguhnya ia dari pohon yang diberkati.”‘ Disahihkan di dalam Bab At-Taiemah oleh Ibnu Majah dengan sanad perawi yang percayai dan Abdul Razaq dalam Al-Musanaf dan disahihkan oleh Al-Hakim.

Selaras dengan Hadith di atas, kajian saintifik baru-baru ini mengesahkan bahawa minyak zaitun ini memiliki banyak khasiat pelindung dari penyakit arteriosclerosis (atau ateroma), iaitu penebalan pada saluran darah atau arteri. ~
Taken from fb


serius sedap olive ni
selalu kat sini banyak olives pickle (jeruk)
ada two types: kalau jenis tak masak lagi colour hijau, yang dah masak hitam
i like both. tapi hijau sedap lagi :D
kadang2 dalam salad or makan dengan pasta olives ni
first try olive time pi Spain
kat sana salah satu sumber pertanian terbesar is olive
between places, dalam bus boleh nampak olives farms


kat Italy pun orang suka makan olives pickle
time kat rome ke pisa ntah, makan pizza ada olives
sedaaaapppp!!!
tapi budak2 ni tak makan
so, i will kutip all the olives atas pizza depa and put on mine
wah sedap!


time makan kat Signor Sassi pun pasta tu di serve ngan olives pickle semangkuk
kick betul!

olives farm, normal scenery kat Spain. 

pizza with olives

yang ni mek bagi tadi. bangun tidoq tengok ada depan pintu

hohoho sedap2!!

lagi satu, kalau nak masak kat baby kan

better guna olive oil, virgin olive oil

tapi mahal kan kat msia?

sebotol kecik je, dah bebelas ringgit

kat rumah ada, kita guna buat spaghetti sauce kan?

buat apa lagi ntah

sobs, lepas ni nak makan benda pelik2 camni mesti malas dah

kat msia susah sikit nak carik

lain la dok kl kan. eh kena suggest kat yawata ah camni.

sushi-ing

on tuesday, tolong mek buat sushi

sedaaaappp!! and tak la susah pun

buat sushi suka hati ni

malas nak kuar beli salmon fillet or prawn

so untuk filling, guna omelette, crab stick, tuna, carrot, timun

pastu makan ngan kicap untuk sushi tu

terbaik oooo!!!

jimat £15, kalau dak kena pi makan kat Woktastic!

 dalam mangkuk pink tu nasik lembik

 ni nori or grilled seaweed. makan saja pun sedap :)

 banyak jugak la dapat. ni pun half way tak habis la ni

 yummy!!!

and esok tu dah malas masak, makan megi je

i'm not a peminat tegar megi macam baan

tapi sekali makan, waaahhhh sedapnya!!!

modified sana sini, letak serbuk cabai sikit bagi pedas

pecah telur, letak kacang panjang (sawi tak dok)

perghhhh terbaik habaq maiiii!

habis je semangkuk, terus ngantuk. waaaaa bahagianya habis exam ni!

ceshire oaks

hari isnin tu kami pi Cheshire Oaks Designer Outlets

or nama sebenar: Mc Arthur Glen Designer Outlets, Cheshire Oaks

jauh dari warwick ni

naik train 3 jam, tukar 2 kali [coventry - nuneaton - liverpool]

then sampai Liverpool ambik local train pulak (macam tube la) pi sampai Elsmere Port

dari Elsmere Port train station baru ambik cab pi outlets tu

hah, penat kan?

keluar rumah at 6am sampai balik rumah 12am

patah kaki aih!

 ni depa tengah charge battery sebelum shopping. rehat kena cukup, baru syok membeli. ni local train je dari liverpool tu.

 see? kayla ngan wazap siap bawak luggage sebab takut tak larat bawak macam pi mansfield hari tu.

luas kawasan sini

luas lagi dari bicester village

and of course luas dari mansfield

lagi banyak boutique and lagi best shopping

seronok bershopping

tapi sebab agak berjimat, so fini beli sikit je 

1. handbag and jeans CK

2. shirts Timberland

3. gift set Body Shop

4. blouse Tommy Hilfiger

alhamdulillah, worth la beli :D

 stop lunch kat wagamama again and i had yasai udon. sedap! macam pasembor rasa dia. ada kacang lagi!

 minum green tea yana

 hahaha lupa habaq kat bfifi, tag heuer ada sala 50%! tak pa la, dia dah ada, mana boleh beli tag banyak2. baik simpan duit belanja adik kesayangan kan? ^___^

 sebelum balik beli krispy kreme ni, share 4 orang.

ok dah.now rehat dalam bilik

nanti pi london pulak untuk last souvenir shopping

pastu "oh malaysia, here i come!' hahaha